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أهواك بلا أمل

أهواك بلا أمل و عيونك تبسم لي
و ورودك تغريني بشهيات القبل
أهواك و لي قلب بغرامك يلتهب
تدنيه فيقترب تقصيه فيغترب
في الظلمة يكتئب و يهدهده التعب
فيذوب و ينسكب كالدمع في المقل
في السهرة أنتظر و يطول بي السهر
فيسائلني القمر يا حلوة ما الخبر
فأجيبه و القلب قد تيمه الحب
يا بدر أنا السبب أحببت بلا أمل

كلمات: زكي ناصيف

“You live like this, sheltered, in a delicate world, and you believe you are living. Then you read a book… or you take a trip… and you discover that you are not living, that you are hibernating. The symptoms of hibernating are easily detectable: first, restlessness. The second symptom (when hibernating becomes dangerous and might degenerate into death): absence of pleasure. That is all. It appears like an innocuous illness. Monotony, boredom, death. Millions live like this (or die like this) without knowing it. They work in offices. They drive a car. They picnic with their families. They raise children. And then some shock treatment takes place, a person, a book, a song, and it awakens them and saves them from death. Some never awaken.” ~Anaïs Nin

“Nothing thicker than a knife’s blade separates happiness from melancholy.” ~ Virginia Woolf (Orlando)

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My Dearest Friend,

I can’t believe it’s a few days and you’re not gonna be here anymore. I never thought this day would ever come despite my deep belief that nothing stays the same.
I started writing what u do to my life but found that I won’t ever thank you enough. I won’t even be able to list them right. My dearest friend, if there’s one thing I’m lucky for it’s having you in my life. I’ll miss you forever, even if you’re just a few miles away. It fills me with deep sorrow and i know how much i’m gonna miss you. I’ll even miss our arguments and fights, but i’m still thankful you ever existed in my life.Why do words seem so empty and hollow and in complete when you start to express deep feelings?! They just seem so small and not enough, no matter what you write or how many figures of speech you use. All I can say is that I can’t see my world except empty.. when you’re not there. It was empty before you but the difference is that you showed me that it can be full. I don’t know if this is a bliss or a curse that will haunt me forever?! But I know I was happy and for this I’m grateful. I can’t stay in denial anymore, everything reminds me that you’re not gonna be there which also reminds me that everyone u get close to leaves you in a way or another. It revived the fear of getting close to anyone again and this now more than ever. I guess this is the curse that will haunt me forever just like missing you forever.

Despite all the pain that it brings but I really wish you the best of everything my dearest and bestest friend 🙂

Yours,
R

متل الكذبة وهجك غاب
أملك خاب و زمنك ولّى
دهب الماضي صار تراب
قصّة حبّ احترقت كلّا

إلك حساب
إلك حساب و إلنا اللّه

قلبك ضيّعتو بإيديك
الشّوق حبستوا بعينيك
عارف كلّ الحقّ عليك
ما بدّك هالعقدة تحلّا

أخبارك ما إلها حدّ
و نطرنا بيكفي هالقدّ
لو إنتَ صادق عن جدّ
عنّك نحنا ما منتخلّى

كلمات : فادي الرّاعي
ألحان : زياد بطرس
توزيع : ميشال فاضل

I love the song but I’m amazed at the lyrics.. Found them unique and new. The song is “Elak 7esab” for Julia Boutros.. and probably it’s song of the week for me :))

Happy Ramadan .. Happy Eid as well 😀

“You cannot find peace by avoiding life.”
~ Virginia Woolf

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خلص انتهينا … انتهينا
و خلص الحكي … خلص الحكي
و ما بقي بعينينا … بعينينا
غير كمشة بكي … كمشة بكي

غيمة سودا محيت الشّمس
و محيت القمر
اختنق الصّوت و سكت الهمس
و يبس الوتر

خلص انتهينا … انتهينا
لا ورقة و لا خبر
و ما بقي بإيدينا … بإيدينا
غير كمشة صور